i havent gone to the gym in over a week and i hate myself for it.
i hate the gym at school. it sucks and i don’t like going when a lot of people are there. i feel like they are looking at me and judging me. its a gym that a lot of college students go to, i just don’t like the feeling of it. lots of guys and that makes me nervous. i know what i need to do i just cant get myself to the gym. i sit and cry at night and tell myself i’ll go tomorrow but i just don’t like it! its such a small gym and i feel claustrophobic!
i seriously hate myself right now! i know i wont get to my goal i wanted and its a sucky feeling that makes me want to give up!
