February 2012
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i noticed my first change about my body today!!!
my love handles have gotten smaller! i swear! i’m so excited its just motivated me to keep going!
went to the gym yesterday for the first time in...
i’m sore as anything!!! i went when there was barely anyone there… then more people got there and i left… so i wasn’t there for that long but what i did i am super sore!!! i wish i wasn’t so embarrassed to workout in front of people
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the more and more i think about throwing up after...
so as i have blogged about before i pride myself on trying to lose weight the healthy way but it has gotten to the point where i’m just fed up. I think about throwing up after i eat daily… i have never done it but i think about it a lot. i have a hard time going to the gym here… i hate the environment of it and i’m scared people will look at me. you have seen pictures of...
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thesmallbones answered your question<span >: <em >so i was wondering…
as long as you work out and build muscle i dont think it should be an issue
thanks! i always wondered… i know people who lose an insane amount of weight usually do but i didnt really think 45 lbs would really have that problem
P.S.
one of my friends in my classes said i looked really good and asked if i lost weight! something must be working!!
my dad also said i looked like i lost weight :) yippie makes me want to go harder!
so i was wondering...
if i lose 45 lbs will i have saggy skin… i really dont want that. i just want to lose the weight and finally look normal. i dont want to have to deal with saggy skin! i want to be tight and fit!
has anyone lost 40+ lbs and been perfectly fine? i’m curious!?
January 2012
47 posts
would anyone be interested in my personal blog if...
i have 2 personals, one where i just reblog a bunch of crap, and one that i just started that i am in love with there i do beauty, fashion, food recipes, and personal posts (like whats in my bag ect.)
if so maybe i’ll do a post linking it!
its official, i hate my arms.
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SURPRISE! i didnt go to the gym today. FUCK.
ok i only have 2 classes tomorrow, i will get out of class come home be back around 5 change leave, go to target real quick to get a gym locker lock. go to the gym be there hopefully by 6 unfortunately most likely a lot of people will be there so i will feel weird! but i will work out until 7 come home and do what i need to do
and if not. i’m fucking pathetic.
i havent gone to the gym in over a week and i hate...
i hate the gym at school. it sucks and i don’t like going when a lot of people are there. i feel like they are looking at me and judging me. its a gym that a lot of college students go to, i just don’t like the feeling of it. lots of guys and that makes me nervous. i know what i need to do i just cant get myself to the gym. i sit and cry at night and tell myself i’ll go tomorrow...
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i just woke up. i need to go to the gym, but i'm...
someone tell me to go to the gym!
so i'm back at school and i need your help!
i need to go to the grocery store and buy food. i need you guys to send me things that i should get at the grocery store. i figured out that i cant go to the grocery store without a list because i will just go up and down every aisle and just pick out food that i want. also if you have any good snacks!
so any suggestions?